You arrogant, arrogant, fool. You are double faced and the most proud person I know. And everyone is feeding your pride because they don’t see the wretched state of your heart. God have mercy on you, because you are destroying yourself.
You will never see the damage you’ve done.
- ― Heraclitus (via psych-quotes)
I wish you were physically abusive. Because then I would have physical scars of all the damage you’ve done to me. But no, instead of proof, I have a fake smile that I have to project. Because no one would ever believe us if we told the truth about you. Oh you’re a gem in public, you sometimes even make me believe that you love all of us in the way we need to be loved. But then we get home and the real you comes out. And all those words you said out there, suddenly become transparent here. I shouldn’t have to protect those around me from you. You were the one that was supposed to protect us.
The only reason I’m still here is for my mother and siblings, not you.